Goodbye
I could hear her crying
Folding clothes in her bedroom
It broke my heart, I couldn’t move
So I just sat and stared at the moon
I grew up in that old house
Between those four walls
I used to look outside late at night
And hear people walk in the hall
Laying in bed that final night
I couldn’t help but choke up inside
Knowing I wouldn’t sleep there again
Kallie listened as I cried
It’s never easy saying goodbye, they say its just “so long”
But the truth hurts sometimes, maybe what they say is wrong
Eighteen years had passed by
And it was time to move on
We loaded the car and drove away
As rain poured down for hours
Letting go made me want to stay
It’s never easy saying goodbye, they say its just “so long”
But the truth hurts sometimes, maybe what they say is wrong
I’m far from home tonight
But there’s still a part of them inside
They were by my side until the last night
And as I walked away, mom still cried
I don’t want to say goodbye
Three months until I’ll see you again
Growing up is like day turning to night
I just want the sun to shine like back then
It’s never easy saying goodbye, they say its just “so long”
But the truth hurts sometimes, maybe what they say is wrong
January 15, 2012
Everyone Has Secrets
“Everyone has secrets” is what I said to you
Secretly I loved you, but I hope you never knew
It was too rushed to last
A game to make up lost time
I held back all I had
Because I knew you weren’t mine
I never told you how I felt
Because I was afraid of your response
I knew your head wasn’t in it
So I withheld all my bonds
“Everyone has secrets” is what I said to you
Secretly I loved you, but I hope you never knew
Play it off like it was just a phase
But I fell the night you took me to the ball
Then you cut it short and let me go
Now your hands won’t break my fall
So I hope you never knew
How much I cared for you
I gave it my all
Just for you to say goodbye
And I have too much pride
To have you see me this way
“Everyone has secrets” is what I said to you
Am I your regret, you wish you could undue?
January 14, 2012
Castles Crumbling
It seems I’ve been replaced
He stands where I once did
Where did things start to crumble
What did I say that your heart forbid
Everything was going so well
From the first night to the bus ride
I don’t know how he came between us
How that one night changed the tide
Ever since that dreadful night, the stones began tumbling
The cracks started to show, now that castle’s crumbling
I don’t get you, no I don’t understand
How you can move on from someone
Without taking a second glance
And build something just to come undone
Just forget someone who stayed by your side
And let go with the blink of an eye
Pretend like nothing is wrong
When really it’s all a lie
Ever since that dreadful night, the stones began tumbling
The cracks started to show, now that castle’s crumbling
Back up from the wall
And look at the full picture you see
It’s nothing but transparency
You belong with me
January 14, 2012